I don't get people sometimes!! I guess lately I feel like I am in high school! If a person is hasing issues, I wish they would just talk to be about it! Becuase they wont I am left sitting here wondering what I did wrong to make them upset.
The good thing that has come from this, is I truelly appreciate the people who love me, and are willing to help me in tight situations. I feel like a bad friend when I dont stay in as good of contact as I would like to with some of my closest friends (should be family), but when I call them needing help or a shoulder to cry on, they are there. I am so blessed to have so many people care for me. Thank you.
This last week I have been ready to throw in the towel, and just quit. I have felt overwhelmed and under supported. Randy does his best, but when he is so far away it doesnt always seem to be enough, but it helps knowing he loves me and wants to me to succeed. But I finally caved and starting asking people for help (kinda hard to do) and I was happily surprised at how many were doing all they could to help me. Things didn't and still haven't worked out perfectly, and I am still super scared about how I am going to do it all semester, but I know people are here to help. Thank you.
This semester is going to be alot of work, but I am really looking foward to it. I have lots of feild hours with students, and am getting to be more hands on! I am so excited to start teaching! I have been doing mini lessons with kimber and some of her friends, and they seem to like it. I have hope I might some day be a good teacher!
Work is going well. I have great people I am working with, and they are evening trying to find ways to help me, having only known me for a couple of weeks. They are so positive and happy. I enjoy going to work!
Randy comes home this Sunday!!! YAY!!!! We are all very excited. he is only going to be home for a week, but we are going to make the best of it!!
Love you all!
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